It is with enormous sorrow that I write this. I had to put my baby down this morning. Dublin been having bad stomach problems from the potassium bromide he was on that were controlling very nicely his seizures. He has had runny stools for over a week and I saw both our vet and called the neuro about it. They didn't react quickly enough I am afraid to say because he woke today vomitting blood. He was trembling in pain and I rushed him to the vet and insisted they do the pancreatitis blood work. She didn't understand why I insisted on this test FIRST. I know that the drug he was on can cause it. She should have read more! Anyway he did have it and it had caused several ulcers hence the bleeding. He was in so much pain I just died. I ended his suffering earlier than some might think but I knew we couldn't afford all that was needed to be done today alone. Ultrasounds, IV and at least a week in the hospital let alone they had to stop his drugs and then start all over again with newer more expensive human drugs to try to control his seizures. And they said he would probably need surgery for the ulcers. I am pissed that money or lack of it meant he couldn't get a chance to survive but the end result is that he wasn't going to well even if I did have the money. He was suffering and I just couldn't do it anymore. I just didn't have 4 or 5 thousand dollars laying around. My household is devestated and my best friend is gone and I am so empty and I do not know how to go on without him here. He was only two but it felt like he had touched so so many people. Not a dry eye at the vets office and I have no idea how to tell all his friends at the dog park. He was just this huge presence in so many people's lives. My favorite breed, and I am afraid to get another one. But I don't think I can live without one either. Sigh.....sorry if I bummed anyone out. I just needed to vent and let my feelings out.
I am so sorry to hear about Dublin. I know what you are going through for it has been just over a year since I had to make a similar decision with my boy, Scout. It is so hard to do but, like your boy Scout was suffering.
Scout's breeder offered me a puppy when I was ready and so when she had a litter last November I decided I needed to have another Irish in the family. I did research before I decided to stay with the same breeder and Hawk does have some of the same breeding as Scout. Their breeder has been very open about Scout with everyone and I would not think twice about getting another dog from her. She has Scout's sisters and they will never be breed.
I was worried that it was so soon after loosing Scout but, Hawk has help me so much to heal. He is so different than Scout in many ways except for the unconditional love that setters give us.
I am sure your boy is happy and running with all our loved ones who are waiting for us at the rainbow bridge.
I am so sorry about your loss, I read this and have tears in my eyes. I went through a similar situation exactly 2 years ago. Vet bills, loans, treatments, and at the end, he died at home, Thanksgiving 2007, Casey was only 7 years old.
When I informed the kennel, where he was from, they told me that the same day they had a litter and the breeder promised one of their babies to me. 2 months later I welcomed Tobin to my home. He flew in from Canada where the breeder is located now. He will turn 2 years on November 25. He did not replace Casey, he has a very different character but he brought the light and fun back into my life. Irish are so sensitive and beautiful and the best canine partner a human can have.
Be strong, look at all the pictures you have of him, I am sure one day you will be ready for another loving friend.
Thanks Patricia I am sorry for your loss and I can tell as I read this how much it hurt to lose Casey. Our second setter was named Casey as well! Actually it has taken dozens of hours of calls and searching and researching and I found a breeder I like. They had puppies yesterday in fact and we were accepted to get a boy. I am so excited and nervous and trying to hang in there for another 9 weeks! I hope for a better outcome and if I did my homework well enough it should be better this time around.
So glad to hear you have found someone you trust for another puppy. Can not wait to see pictures and to hear about the new boy. Are you able to go and see the puppy until he comes home?
Six hours is far. I am lucky Scout and Hawk's breeder is one hour. I saw Hawk several times before he came home. The first time at two weeks, he was the first puppy I held and should of known then he would come home with me. I try to take Hawk over once a month to run and play.
Oh you were lucky to be that close. They also offered for us to come back up once the lad has his feathering so they can teach me to groom him myself if I wanted to save money on that expense. I think it would be fun to take him back there for that. The waiting is a killer. Not till mid January can we get him. And it will be my first time having a pup in the middfle of winter to housebreak. That should be fun. NOT.....out in my bathrobe with boots on at 2am and say "go peepee, go peepee"!!
At least by the time he needs to really be out running it will be springtime.